http://evolveinto.tumblr.com/

I really, really, REALLY hate the tumblr app for iPhone right now. It just sucks.

Fri, 07 Jun 2013 18:18:51 -0400

I really, really, REALLY hate the tumblr app for iPhone right now. It just sucks.

shaykaco: it’s 4am and i can’t breathe and i just want to die i have 152 pills and i have never...

Tue, 04 Jun 2013 23:43:46 -0400

it’s 4am and i can’t breathe and i just want to die i have 152 pills and i have never been more tempted than now to take them i can’t breathe

if i do and end up in hospital my dad is going to be exhausted and not at work and i can’t do that to him he needs the money

i don’t know what to do i want to take the pills but i don’t want to hurt my dad and omg i’m going to start bawling in a minute.

nightdestroyer: pettyartist: sleepingwithpiercethemice: seroto...

Wed, 29 May 2013 13:27:53 -0400

nightdestroyer:

pettyartist:

sleepingwithpiercethemice:

serotonical:

How to break out of a zip-tie- potentially life-saving information

You guys, please share it. You never know when someone is going to need this information.

PLEASE reblog this— zipties are one of the most common ways of binding a person upon kidnapping because they are cheap and hard to break.

Knowing things like this puts you one step closer to freedom if, heaven forbid, you fall into a situation where you need to use this information.

and here’s how to do it if the ties are tied behind your back:

http://youtu.be/F97t_vgN6NE

My sister was trying to show us how to do this yesterday. She failed. Had to free her with the dogs’ nail clippers.

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Wed, 29 May 2013 01:35:50 -0400

I wanted to thank you for your blog. It's inspirational. Thank you. I hope your day is filled with joy and peace and love. You do deserve it you know

Tue, 28 May 2013 17:11:13 -0400

No. Thank YOU so much for reading it!! It’s all God. You’re a blessing! I’m here if you ever need anything at all!

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Sun, 19 May 2013 02:00:31 -0400

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Sun, 19 May 2013 01:56:54 -0400

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Sun, 19 May 2013 01:52:10 -0400

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Sun, 19 May 2013 01:50:03 -0400

Reblog if you'd care if I killed myself

Sun, 19 May 2013 01:47:44 -0400

livetothefullest01:

paintedbreath:

i tried to scroll past this but that one reblog just might save somebodies life

I would care

keepcalmbecauseiwillkillmyself: 1 in 5 teenagers have thought about suicide, about 1 in 6 teenagers...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 02:10:51 -0400

keepcalmbecauseiwillkillmyself:

1 in 5 teenagers have thought about suicide, about 1 in 6 teenagers already made plans to commit suicide, and more than 1 in 12 teenagers had attempted suicide last year. Just as 8 in 10 teenagers who committed suicide tried to ask for help in some way before killing themselves. Reblog if you’re willing to listen to someone.

lost1nparadise: my-twisted-fantasie: fucked-up-sketches: 1....

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 19:07:18 -0400

lost1nparadise:

my-twisted-fantasie:

fucked-up-sketches:

1. normal

2. pressured

3. low self-esteem

4. anxiety

5. depression

6. anorexia nervosa

7. bulimia nervosa

8. self harm

9. suicide.

TumbleOn)

this is so powerful

dyingtofuckingdie: evolveinto: dyingtofuckingdie: evolveinto: ...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 23:56:04 -0400

dyingtofuckingdie:

evolveinto:

dyingtofuckingdie:

evolveinto:

dyingtofuckingdie:

So I wore these today without even thinking. I never once noticed that you could see my cuts no matter how you moved the fabric. What bums me out is no one else noticed either.

The sad thing is, that even if someone did see, would they say anything? People suck because they don’t want to help people through the personal stuff.

My guess is no. I know damn well that there are a couple people that know this about me (accidentally) and yeah, they never once offered to help. I feel like I’m the only one who would if I saw someone like me.

And that is the exact reason why you have to keep posting things like this. Keep your eyes open for the signs in the people around you. Because even if it is just you that notices and says something, you could be the reason that person will keep going. I am sorry you don’t have someone in your life right now to do that for you. Be the person that you wish you could have in your life. Be strong. Ask for help when you need it. Keep pushing through.

I truly try my best.. But it is very hard :/ thank you for your kindness though.

I know. You’ve got this. I’m here if you need anything.

dyingtofuckingdie: evolveinto: dyingtofuckingdie: So I wore...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 22:52:57 -0400

dyingtofuckingdie:

evolveinto:

dyingtofuckingdie:

So I wore these today without even thinking. I never once noticed that you could see my cuts no matter how you moved the fabric. What bums me out is no one else noticed either.

The sad thing is, that even if someone did see, would they say anything? People suck because they don’t want to help people through the personal stuff.

My guess is no. I know damn well that there are a couple people that know this about me (accidentally) and yeah, they never once offered to help. I feel like I’m the only one who would if I saw someone like me.

And that is the exact reason why you have to keep posting things like this. Keep your eyes open for the signs in the people around you. Because even if it is just you that notices and says something, you could be the reason that person will keep going. I am sorry you don’t have someone in your life right now to do that for you. Be the person that you wish you could have in your life. Be strong. Ask for help when you need it. Keep pushing through.

love-your-imperfectionss: evolveinto: love-your-imperfectionss:...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 22:45:26 -0400

love-your-imperfectionss:

evolveinto:

love-your-imperfectionss:

Today is April 16, 2013 and this is the semi colon project. A semi colon is used when a sentence could have ended, but didn’t. You’re life is the sentence. Today also marks 11 days free of self harm for myself. I started therapy with a new girl a few weeks ago, and I’m actually going and trying. I’ve been through a few counselors because I was always angry at them. How would they understand me? How would they even begin to comprehend the pain I go through? They don’t feel the battle going on inside me, between who I want to be, and my insecurities. But I’m trying. I’m talking about my problems, and its taken me nearly 15 years. I’m dealing with my anger in healthy ways. And no, its not all happy dandy. It is hard to reject urges. It isn’t easy to deal with relapses, and having to start all over. No ones perfect. If I were, I wouldn’t have started in the first place. But I’m starting a new me. One who can accept herself. I’m no where near to reaching that acceptance, but I’m still trying. And that’s what matters. I promise you recovery is hard. I promise you you’ll spend nights crying, feeling like your worthless, and like there’s no point to trying anymore. But I can also promise you its possible. And I’m here for anyone who needs that extra motivation. Just remember, recovery is only possible if you’re doing it for yourself. If you do it for someone else, and something happens to them, or they leave, then what? You’ll relapse, and probably be worse than you ever were before. So do it for you. Because you’re worthy. Because you matter. Because you shine. Because you are worth more than gold. It gets better.

This is beautiful. You are absolutely correct! It is so difficult to describe an addiction like cutting. It is so hard to find the words. 11 days is incredible! You can and will get passed this. If you feel on that edge at all, feel free to message me. You can vent all you like. While I may not understand all of your individual story, this cutting thing, I get. Completely. Continue to be strong. When you run into your triggers, repeat to yourself, over and over, that you are so much stronger than them! Stay strong for your family, for your friends, for your followers and absolutely most importantly, stay strong for yourself! You’ve got this! I promise!

Thank you so much. Its support like this that keeps me going. You’re such a beautiful person. And same goes to you. I know you can make it too. We can do it together. Keep smiling. Stay beautiful ♥

endios

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:52:36 -0400

endios

scarsdontfade: My parents: we understand your depression and self harm and we understand that it’s...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:48:35 -0400

scarsdontfade:

My parents: we understand your depression and self harm and we understand that it’s not your fault you feel like this but you should know you’re bringing everyone else down and making everyone else feel like shit and you need to stop
Me:…

Them saying that is the EXACT opposite of understanding. I am sorry you are going through this.

deepest-thoughts-of-mine: So was planning on cutting tonight because I was so down earlier and I’ve...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:47:13 -0400

deepest-thoughts-of-mine:

So was planning on cutting tonight because I was so down earlier and I’ve been stressed out all day.

But now that I’ve managed to finish all my uni assignments I’m in a better mood…

I still need to cut.

Bad.

It’s been over a month now because I’ve been around people too much.

I can’t deal with people.

You can resist this! Don’t cut! You have come such a long way!

I'm driving myself insane with the want to cut. I'm lusting after it right now and I can't stop.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:36:27 -0400

You can stop! It’s hard. I know it is. But when you resist, it is such a victory for you! Be victorious! I know you can because you are.